Salvage

THE DAY

Things didn’t start out so hot.  I finally dragged out of bed about an hour and  a half later than usual because I’d spent over two hours tossing and turning in the middle of the night–again.  I really do hate that.  In the past, I would’ve bolted out of bed, gone to write down whatever was rattling around in there, and then gone back to bed.  Normally, I would’ve fallen asleep, too.  I haven’t been doing that since coming here, but now I’m wondering if perhaps I ought to try that. When I wake, I usually lie there and tell myself not to forget all the things I’m thinking–which is stupid.  I actually keep re-thinking the same things–which is REALLY stupid.  Better to get up, write it down, go back to sleep.

Anyway, kind of grumpy and not really with it this morning.  When the husband wanted to go out for breakfast at a place he’d tried and sort of liked, I thought, Sure.

Well, the place was awful.  Christian music on the speakers.  Crosses all over the walls–and I’m thinking that the husband didn’t notice this stuff?  But, you know, I could forgive all that if the food was good, but it was–pardon the pun–sinfully bad.  We’re talking God-awful.  I kept thinking that it was no wonder they put up all those crosses and had all those Bibles lying around: people must drop dead here all the time.

So now I’m grumpy, tired, and my stomach is a little grumbly, too.  Got home, tried to work for an hour or so, kept yawning, and then thought, screw it.  Actually put my head down and fell asleep at the desk for about ten minutes.  Mind you, the husband’s in the same room, working away, and doesn’t notice.  Anyway, after a ten minute power nap, I got up and went to swim, figuring that there’s almost nothing that a good swim can’t cure.

The husband wanted to goof around when we both got back (he went to the gym), but I nixed that and buckled down to work at about 5 p.m.

Worked straight through until about ten minutes ago.  Got up when my watch nagged; choked down some old rice; had a cup of tea.  Played around on Facebook when the watch nagged.

But I salvaged the damn day.  I got the pages done and to the point where I knew I could stop for tonight because this sucker section is finally done.  (I’d only been fretting over it for three days.  Still cut out scads, too.)  Also, I know that tomorrow afternoon will be a bust; I’ll be hanging out in the archives for most of that time.  So I really, really had to get here today.

Now–time to study the inside of my eyelids.

WRITING OUT LOUD

Dark Side of the Moon

Day 1: 4326         Day 11: 2500       Day 21: 1800        Day 31: 745
Day 2: 2085         Day 12: 500        Day 22: 0               Day 32: 0
Day 3: 3011          Day 13: 1000      Day 23: 2700        Day 33: 4000
Day 4: 2652.        Day 14: 3700      Day 24: 3500        Day 34: 2800
Day 5: 3210         Day 15: 5630       Day 25: 1500        Day 35: 4500
Day 6: 3450         Day 16: 1060       Day 26: 0              Day 36: 4800
Day 7: 0                Day 17: 130          Day 27: 0              Day 37: 0
Day 8: 2756         Day 18: 0              Day 28: 380         Day 38: 450
Day 9: 4580         Day 19: 3000       Day 29: 390         Day 39: 1000
Day 10: 2670       Day 20: 2600       Day 30: 380         Day 40: 2500

Day 41: 2600     Day 51: 1000     Day 63: 4800     Day 73: 1500 (edit)
*Day 42: 830     Day 52: 1600     Day 64: 3300     Day 74: 250 (sick)
Day 43: 3600     Day 53: 2600    Day 65: 2500     Day 75: 3000 (edit)
Day 44: 5000     Day 54: 3600    Day 66: 1200 (edit)  Day 76: 2500 (edit)
Day 45: 2600     Day 55: 3200     Day 67: 1000 (edit)  Day 77: 2500 (edit)
Day 46: 3000     Day 56: 4000    Day 68: 3000 (edit)  Day 78: 2000 (edit)
Day 47: 2800     Day 57: 1200     Day 69: 1000 (edit)   Day 79: 2000 (edit)
Day 48: 2500     Day 58-60: 0     Day 70: 1000 (edit)   Day 80: 4300 (edit)
Day 49: 1000     Day 61: 3500     Day 71: 1500 (edit)
Day 50: 4600     Day 62: 3000    Day 72: 2500 (edit)

Blog Post: 770

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What I’m Watching:
Technically, nothing.  OTOH, I am watching, in a sort of numb horror, at the slow-motion train wreck that is shaping up to be this year’s presidential race.  There is no one here that I am passionate about; there are no GREAT candidates this year.  There is only the one that is less awful than the others.

Frankly, I think it’s time for a third party.  A legit one.
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What I’m Reading:
If I have the energy, a little Pet Sematary, I guess.
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What I’m Listening to:
Nothing, though I wish I’d heard Jeb Bush drop out.  I knew it was going to happen; I keep hoping that Carson will just go away.  Kasich shouldn’t be far behind, but he’d be stupid not to wait until Ohio on Super Tuesday, if only to make a pretty good showing and show that he’s relevant.  (Mark my words, he will end up on the ticket.)

Honestly, I think that the Republican establishment is hoping Cruz drops out so the people who might have voted for him shift to Rubio.  But what you want to bet this becomes a brokered convention?

Author: Ilsa

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