Sunday’s Cake, Friday’s Cocktail . . . and What I’d Rather Not Post

I’m so tempted to make the foodie portion of this long and drawn-out, but that won’t change what I’m going to post.  So if you’d rather skip over the pics and jump to the end, be my guest.  I’ll catch up with you there.

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Friday’s Cocktail was a Scofflaw, a fascinating mix of rye, vermouth, grenadine, and lemon juice.

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I made it because I feel as if I’ve been on a run of gin drinks lately–not that I mind; I’m finding them all a revelation, particularly since I just didn’t understand that gin IS vodka with flavorings.  (In fact, I’m toying with the idea of making my own.  Unfiltered gin is actually not clear but usually somewhat golden in color, and I had an interesting variety of gins in England, including one flavored with ginger and lime, and another with lavender and thyme.  So…I might do this. I’ve had success making limoncello, brandy, cherry bounce, so perhaps this is my next hurdle.  For the record, I’ve toyed with the idea of brewing beer, but that’s just so involved and you need a good space with a separate stove.  Not my cuppa.)

Anyhoo–the Scofflaw belongs to the Prohibition-era category of cocktails (along with the equally scrumptious White Lady and some other, really interesting drinks you’ll find scattered in books and all over the web as, for example, here).  Why “Scofflaw?”  That is, why name a drink that’s all about breaking the law?  Fascinating history behind that, too, which you can read here.  In a nutshell, though, the drink got its name from a contest.  The recipe on this site includes orange bitters, something that the recipe I followed (from Ted Haigh’s book) didn’t.  I liked this, though, and will make it again, though I might try the bitters because this drink is a little sweet, probably due to the combination of grenadine and Carpano Bianco, which isn’t truly a dry vermouth.  I used it because I like the taste, but in this drink I think it’s a bit much.  The rye–and Richardson’s is no lightweight like Templeton–got lost.

Still, well worth the time spent sipping 😉

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Sunday’s Cake was a Buttermilk Blueberry with Lemon Glaze, though here it’s sans glaze (I forgot to take a picture and the cake’s since disappeared into the husband’s car, bound for work and those lucky lab people).

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So what’s a good Jewish girl doing making a cake like this on Passover? Well, first off, I don’t get bent about that kind of thing.  I used to, but either I’ve gotten more tolerant or more tired of the whole Passover mishugas.  Yeah, yeah, seders are nice, but this whole bread of affliction thing I can do without.  (Thank heavens, I’m half-Sephardic, so beans and rice are allowed in our house. Otherwise, I’d go bonkers.)  In truth, most Passover cakes are wretched, no matter how fine a baker you might be.

Second, this just feels like a nice springtime cake (even though it’s about 40 degrees here).  Then, too, I came on several packages of blueberries I’d frozen last year and thought that I’d better do something with them before too much more time passes.  So…the cake (and the recipe here). This is a new recipe for me and a definite keeper.  This made the most lusciously rich batter I’ve ever seen.  As you can tell, the cake came out a uniform golden brown.  The smell made me salivate.  While the recipe called for a milk-based glaze, I opted to do a simple lemon glaze (2/3 cup confectioner’s, 2 tbsp. lemon juice, 1 tbsp. lemon zest) because I thought that would complement the cake’s buttery richness.  I’m sure the husband’s lab people will let me know if that’s true ;-).

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And now for the part I’d rather not have to write.  I wish this were big news–like, I’ve sold a book or something–because this is huge for me and has completely dominated my every waking moment for the last several months, ever since I got wind that change was in the air.

So here it is: the husband’s accepted a new job.  I understand why, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it because it also means that we’re moving to . . . Huntsville, Alabama.

I have trouble even typing that.

I will be frank.  I do not want to go.  I love it here.  I wasn’t thrilled  with Wisconsin in the very beginning, but I quickly grew to love just about everything connected to being here.  I’ve effectively raised two kids here; over the nearly fourteen years we’ve been here, we’ve buried cats and hamsters and salamanders in the backyard.  I’ve learned to really love this quiet, semi-rural life, and I don’t want to leave.  I figured . . . you know, this is home and I’ll live here the rest of my life.

But I have to leave, at least for now.  Oh, I’ve cried  lot, pitched a fuss, done my share of yelling.  What has pissed me off no end is when the husband or anyone who knows says that I can do my work anywhere.  Yes, sure . . . but that is also so much bullshit.  Surround’s really important to me; the weather’s important.  I’ve lived in the South, and I know what the weather’s like.  Huntsville has seasons, but I’ve already put off buying that new pair of snowshoes for the time being and given away my cross-country skis.  No point, for now.

So I haven’t gotten much writing done.  Instead, I’ve madly been going through the house, putting it to rights, purging it of junk.  I’ve made more trips to Goodwill than you can imagine, and all manner of handymen, painters, etc., have traipsed through on a daily basis and will continue to do so for the next couple of weeks.  The house will go on the market at the end of April, beginning of May.  We’ll see what happens with that, but I’ve also started looking at houses in Huntsville, which is pretty much urban sprawl.  Well, I’ve been there, done that, bought the t-shirt.  I’m looking for as much land as we can afford while still keeping the husband’s commute reasonable (and my own daily trips to the gym from becoming an ordeal).  I’ve located the Starbucks and the library.  Huntsville has a symphony chorus, and maybe I’ll audition because I have enjoyed that here.  I’ve even looked up whether it’s possible to grow garlic in the South (it is, but you have to work at it).  Potatoes should grow, too, but not asparagus.  Just doesn’t get cold enough.  This all presupposes I’ll find a house that isn’t on a postage stamp of a yard and close enough to the neighbors to hear them fight.

The husband says I should look at this as an adventure.  My parents say that change is hard “at your age.”  (They mean well, but the reality is that change is tough at any age.  Why do you think so many patients have trouble changing their behaviors?)

Whatever.  Whether I like it or not–and I most assuredly don’t–we’re moving.  Which sucks.  But I’m not dying; no one has cancer; we’re not losing our shirts or anything–and, yes, I still can write.

Maybe that’s what I should try and do now before the painter shows.

Author: Ilsa

12 thoughts on “Sunday’s Cake, Friday’s Cocktail . . . and What I’d Rather Not Post

  1. Dear Ilsa–

    I spent 7 wonderful years in Huntsville, prior to Tucson. I have lots of good friends there and I know they will welcome you to Alabama!

  2. I’m not going to say any platitudes to soothe your troubled mind, because such things as you well know do not work, because if they did you would not be writing the above. Instead I would advise a pros and cons list both for and against moving with ratings o a scale from 0 to 10 to identify those issues that you need to attend to, but I suspect you already know this. So I only write the above as a way of acknowledging your dilemma and indicating empathy to your position.

    Still Huntsville is Rocket City, and how cool is that?

  3. The main thing is to be with the person you love. But I can’t imagine Huntsville, AL, as a place which will provide much intellectual and spiritual comfort. Sorry you’re leaving a place you love. The house and land around looked lovely. But do continue to write. I shall soon be buying THE DICKENS MIRROR. Somehow that seems as if it will be my favorite of all your wonderful books.

  4. Mmmm…

    Thanks, David. But I think this love conquers all stuff is overrated, particularly since that isn’t an antidote or innoculate against place or environment. Great; he’s doing what he loves; I’ve had people say to me that all I need is good air-conditioning and a cat. But that’s baloney.

    Whatever. Some days I’m more sanguine than others. If there was ever a time to get myself lost in a book, this is it. But just too much to do right now, what with getting the house ready to put on the market. Eventually, I’ll get back to writing. Might be a relief to dive through the hole in the page, come to think of it.

    I hope you enjoy DM–it’s a quirky little thing–but do read WHITE SPACE first, or you’ll be lost.

  5. Oh, thanks, Ashley. I’ll get over it eventually. Right now, things are somewhat chaotic, what with the house and all, but once I settle down into writing again, I’m sure I’ll even out.

    I hope :

  6. Mmmm…thanks, Gail. I’m reserving judgment until I actually get there. See, I spent a lot of time in the South when I was a kid. Not real eager to go back, but you never know: everyone needs to be pushed out of their comfort zone every now and again.

  7. Yeah, but I LOVE snow and cold, Tez! But thanks 🙂 I’ll get over it…eventually. Just not real soon, you know?

  8. I’m sorry you’re not happy about the move, but hopefully you’ll find little treasure nuggets here and there, and will dive right back into writing very soon. (I’ve never been to Alabama, so I have no idea what it’s like. I’m a native Southerner and love life in the South, but hey, it’s not for everyone. But I hope you’ll find happiness where you’ll be.) If not, come on up the South just a bit to KY for a visit: there’s everything to love here and lots of genuine bourbon for your recipes 😉

  9. Thanks, Lori. Actually, I just put up a blog about my visit to Huntsville. Much of it was a pleasant surprise. But I would be lying if I said that I’m still not completely sold. On the other hand, it takes a long time for any new place to feel like home.

    I’ll keep you posted.

  10. You’re welcome, Ilsa. I just read your newest post. I’m glad you found some pleasant surprises, but I completely understand why you’re not completely sold yet. While I’ve never been to Alabama or the lovely place you call home now, I’m sure they’re both vastly different and much like you, I would not be happy to move from a place I love to a place I barely know. I’m wishing the best for you and look forward to more of your posts, and hoping the best for your transition! Also, the invite to visit KY is always open. We’re very friendly here 😉

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